Well, something that i cannot blog here. I just wanna pour out my feeling. =(
It has been a time i am the "blacksheep" of the house. Maybe i am over labeling myself as blacksheep or what. I am over think? this question has been asked few days ago. But thing come continuously, making me no doubt of the question. I am not over think! This is what i go through every single thing.
I started to feel numb of all these treatent. I wondering where i did wrongly. I am trying my best to change to good one. Yea, maybe some part i am wrong. But hello~ no human is perfect one. Even my good also din accept.
I am keep on changing. From bad to good. Change and change and change. But still you not statisfied with me. What can i do then?
Well, maybe it just a period of so-called war? Whatever... I will still accept and face it. Forget and forget and forget.
Till then~
Ba ba Blacksheep...
Sunday, December 6, 2009
It's all about us~
Let's start from a very beginning. When that is a day baby cook ' Tang Yuan' dessert for me before he left to go back hometown. =) This is because i am sick, and look pale when my sister wedding is near. Omg! and baby wanna cook ginger tea for me, but erm.. i don't like ginger, and so he add tang yuen to convince me to drink it. So ngam that is my favorite one =) Awww~~ Baby so caring.
After baby come back, and don't ya forget i did a video for one month anniversary right? Yea, this come the next. =)
Well, we couldn't celebrate on that day. We celebrate on th 24th november which is on tuesday, as i said tuesday i the most free day.XD
We went Manhattan Fish Market to have our lunch. Woo~ again, a damn full and statisfied lunch. Is damn delicious ok. XD And then, went to snap Neo-Print picture. Whaha!! Finally, and the outcome is nice one lo and sweet. =p ne ne bu bu. haha.. Not yet end! Pyramid open one ice cream stall KINDORI. Yea, no doubt. We go have a try still. omg! That is continuously. XD Erm, not really nice. But the best part is, they use real fruit to make it. Hohoho~~ Lastly then, we watched Christmas Carol also. hahah! This show is nice is damn nice. Watch liao also will happy one. =) I really love Christmas eve~ I am now on christmas feel. XD
=) Another sweet and memorable date. This time baby love it so much. A well combination of our plan. hahah..
Hmm.. since final is reaching. Keep rushing for final project. So that's is no outing for us after that day.
Is damn tired, few days not enough sleep at all. Few hour of sleep only. =.= Luckly got baby accompany me. haha.. He said, is romantic at the midnight. What de~ hahaha..
and yet, there is a lot of thing happen. hmm~ it really make both of us tired. We didn't know what to do, we didn't know what makes this happen. So blur, so tired if it. and i really miss those time. Like what one of my friend wrote. She is just a spectator, yet she can see everything. Class blog~
Last one for today~ erm, i forget when we went honeymoon to have ice dessert. Actually wanna go for baby favorite since he suddenly feel like eating 'tau fu fa'. But end up, went for my favorite pula. hahah.. See, baby is so nice on tolerate. That's why i appreciate him so much. =) and that is nice~ Yummy ^^
Hahhaa! It's all about food. Eat eat and eat. Food paradise huh~ haha..
Till then~
Toodless
Friday, November 27, 2009
Pretty Woman!!
Title refer to my lovely sister which is someone wife now. XD A new start of her life, new environment, new sleeping partner, new house, new family members. Ya, this is all so new that she gotta used to it. Surely ok with someone she loved beside everyday^^
nd for me, that is not much chances yet. Just alone time is more already, sleeping is silent (my sister are the only one who snore XD ) and a lot a lot. hehe..
Well, on that 21st Nov, is a exhausted day. Yet, bride-maid is not easy be. =.= That is a lot of chinese law have to follow. and this and that. Omg~ Yet, i am enjoying. =)
Not much to talk about. Let's use the picture to do the thought. Its sweet~ =)
Pretty woman~
Sisters ~
The 'CheerUUp' brothers~
Princess huh =)
Sweet~
Sisters forever.. =)
Both side parents~
Lovely Family~
Cute mom XD
Till then~
Wish my sister happy forever =)
Sunday, November 22, 2009
One Month Anniversaryyy~
Yeah! Its already one month. Fast huh? My gosh.. hehe..
Well, in this period time. I learn a lot of thing. Even i have experience from around me the couple. Yet, that is something only couple itself will know it. Like how i feel now. Something Other spectator just don't understand. First it is quite upset for me. Hmm.. After few days thinking and baby advise. Only i knew that. I cannot blame them for being misunderstand. =)
In this period, i getting more and more appreciate him. What he did do make me feel i am someone special. I won't feel left out, i won't feel lonely, and i won't feel afraid of everything even friends is getting far from me. hmm. Not to talk about sad thing. This is special post for us. =)
I love you baby.. XD Yep, i know and he know that we both serious to each other. This making us do whatever thing also in realistic. We won't act, we won't purposely do something. This is weird, we got the same thinking. =.= He told me he is not romantic person. Fine lo~~ =p hahaha.. I am sweet can already what, this also influences him to be sweet too. XD
Hoho~ I love baby one thing, he know how to cook. haha.. Till now, he already cooked green bean and 'tang yuen' ler. Omg! My favorite dessert he almost all also know how to cook. Wahaha.. So 'xin fu' that i got my niang-nainai-lovely-sweet-dear. XD haha.. Pai seh huh baby, this is something i most wanna share with people. haha..
A simple love can bring sweetness one. * showing off * XD haha..
And YET!
I do something for you my dear~ ( Play it, and wait until full upload only see yea? Only nice.. ) hehe
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IqDpW4v50sI
Love you muchie baby~
This is our first month, and that is still long way to go.. =)
Thursday, November 19, 2009
I love you sis~
Well, time passes so fast. 21st Nov is reaching which mean one of my sister is leaving now. To someone house, to somewhere happiness. =)
Hmm.. let's talk about my 2nd sis~ When i haven step into college world. She is someone damn relaxing one, no worry about family thingy. haha.. and yet, this make me like to find her talk about myself a lot. Even though she sometime don't answer me (my sisterS style). After i got into my college life. Oh shit! She change, she change into someone quite unreasonable. Hmm.. ya, i knew that she is worried about me. And maybe she is not use to care me, she used the wrong way. haha.. My sister is cute. I understand her, and so i accept her. =)
She is someone easily get bully by family . XD It is because she is damn soft hearted one. Whatever thing she will go help, she will go do. However, she is the most who helped me whenever i get scold or what. Erm, not help. But concern me, still she will stand that side =.=
Hmm..what can i say more? A lot alot thing. I can't describe her by just word. However, what she did, she does. I still love her^^
This few days, she make me feel back those lovely time. Her voice is so soft to hear, her care is so caring~ Omg! She making me miss her, heavy hearted to leave her lo. =( I was thinking without her in this family. What will it be? I am actually quite afraid. I was thinking, there is no one will talk to me like what she does. *Cos my 1st sister is damn fierce one XD*. Or maybe no one will stand my side and think already. hmm... Well, i shouldn't think of those negative thingy. Shit la me. Everytime know how to think negatively only. =.=
Till here then~
I wish my sister.
Happy, angry, sad, argue, stress, laugh and so on in the HAPPINESS WAY XD
XING FU KUAI LE^^
Love you so much~ =)
Friday, November 13, 2009
Happiness do make me sweet =)
Oh well, yesterday was funny. I was taking nap around 10 to 11 night. I supposed to wake at 11 when baby wake me up. Ended up, i fall asleep again until 3.40 +! Oh gosh!! I am so panic that i haven touch my assignment yet. And i felt guilty that i didn't notice baby messages, 3 message by baby when i was sleeping. Making baby were alone at that night doing assignment. hmm~ Sorry baby, i slept die ler. hehe..
Is all wasted that i waked. That is nothing for me to do, i want to use comp but can't. =.= I wanna sleep back, but i was stressed up, i afraid i couldn't finish up. Stupid la~
Early morning went baby place again to borrow his comp for my illustrator. This few day also went there, because of got table there is more convinient, Or maybe i wanna see baby more? XDD Were so nervous that couldn't finish up on time. Hmm.. At last, i still can't finished up, i went to sleep half way. =.= Well, the final outcome is nice, cute! My playground alphabets. haha.. I like it so much! Thanks baby for the guide still =) That is worth for me to work hard for it. You all never know how much i stressed for this own alphabets thingy, from research unitl the end result. huh~
Got it at baby profile. And i like it^^ There wrote, You already found her, congratulation. hahaha
Submission of my maximalism design assignment. Oh~ is a nightmare still. I only slept 30 MINUTES to done that. huh~ That is completely tired~ Xin came my house done it together. Haha.. That's better is someone burn midnight oil with me. XD Well, quite a bit of satisfaction of it. I just don't understand why i am so slow, spending lot time in just a small part of it. Ai ! Tortoise la me. =.=
Yup, as what we plan. Yesterday is my 2nd date with baby. A first movie with baby and er.. love story =)Time traveler's wife~ That is touching, lovely wife that can accept a time traveler husband that can all of so sudden dissappear. Worrying his safeness. Hmm.. Not to talk so much * Give whoever wish to watch, heart itchy =pp* Go watch then ^^
See! This movie is so nice~ Yet, i was in sleepy mood and i still want to watch. Omg! That is suffer. Can you imagine, while my eyes is closing and i force it open just to watch. haha.. No choice la. The movie is just nice~ Oh yeah, not to forget we went Canton-i have our lunch. Is yummy~ The funniest is, baby order so much. I worrying weather we could finish up not. Even the waiters there keep on asking us could you all finished up? XDD End up, we finished it. =)
haha.. Sleepy date! Hahaha.. Sorry baby~ Not enjoy much with this stupid sleepyness. And i didn't take picture. ish!
Oh yeah~ Full page of our outing together. What i said to baby before. He draw for our memory, i blog for our memory =)
Carl's Jr~
Baby wearing formal look so nice =)
Playground~ He told me he didn't play swing before he came here. @.@ hehe
